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{ Thursday, December 31, 2015 at 12:21 AM // 0 comments :Post a comment? }


The start of 2015 was definitely the most relaxing one out of all the years I remember. School always starts faithfully right after new year. It was different this time after A levels, no more holiday homework to worry about and waking up at 6am to drag myself to school. Now I regret that I didn't enjoy it properly.

Things went smoothly for a short period. I went for work everyday, it was boring but comfortable and my company was nice, love the lax rules.

The day I dreaded finally came - results day. Refer to a particular post back a few months. I wasn't happy with my grades because I did not meet my own expectations. It wasn't about being the best just that when you didn't get what you expected. But now it's over, no more worries as I am in a university and course I really like. :) And that is what matters now.

Ohlalala turning 19 was pretty normal but so much thanks to my friends who didn't leave me to spend my birthday alone on the actual day. I was really surprised and touched, gifts don't matter, really, it's their thoughts that count. Blessed. :) Not forget to mention about the interviews I went for uni. It was so troublesome.

Switched to another job, met my best colleagues and the most understanding boss ever. He bears with my frequent leaves for school, overseas trips and more school stuff. July was camp madness, went for 4 camps in total and I was drained by the end of everything and next thing I know school started. I was glad that I went for camps so I knew more people, made some friends if not I will be really awkward. Even though I am still going to be awkward in the next term sigh.

So uni life is great, fun, and crazy. I did too many stupid and crazy things already, let's not increase the list in 2016. Guess this is part of life, found a few friends that I think I can keep for a long time while some are just like "talk and go". There are regrets in certain friendships I had. A few months can break a few years of friendship. Clearly not up for test. But it helps to filter out some people that are no longer worth my time.

The career path I'm going to take is a lot clearer than before, I don't feel so lost anymore.

There's a lot to be thankful for this year.

The trust, freedom my parents gave me the past months since I started university is something I am deep down thankful for. People who know me really well would know why I am saying this. I'm not saying my parents don't trust me, but as an growing adult they would understand my choices, decisions much better than before. I guess it's also their first step in letting go? They are still strict and I understand. There are small bickers over the smallest things everyday. But I'm grateful and regretful when I do and say things I don't really mean in the heat of the moment. I'll change to be a better daughter in the coming year.

My group of friends are the best. Got me through my saddest time, being always there for me. Like I always say on every single platform and outings I love love love them. Can't imagine my life without them. The most impromptu things we do at outings or just to find a spot and talk for endless hours.

2016 will be one interesting, different from all my education years earlier, a whole new experience. I will also hit BIG TWO. 老了. I will end here and come out with new year resolutions later.




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