{ Friday, January 15, 2016 at 11:24 PM // 0 comments :Post a comment? }
Dear you,
I thought I should write a letter to you someday. So here goes. It was of great blessing to have met you. I never thought we will meet in a way like this. In the early days of our conversation, I find that you are a really nice person. Thoughtful and caring, you will remember little things I casually brought up. You greeted me every morning and wished me nights, I look forward to each day because of these little things.
The first time you asked me out, I thought it was cute. I guess you ask after much consideration because you kept asking me about my plans for the weekend. It was my best weekend especially for a new year. Before meeting you, I was telling my friends that I was afraid, excited but concern what happens if it doesn't go the right way? I'm glad I didn't back out. Nothing could ever describe how happy I felt. I like everything about you when I first met you. The smiles in my eyes they don't lie. Even my friends said that I look really happy.
Now, it is still early to say that I'm in love. But I'm sure that I am falling for you hard and fast. Too much that I'm afraid of what is in store in the future. I'm scared of not getting reciprocated. That happens all the time. I guess it is partly fate and destiny. In the past, I used to cry in the middle of the night because of unrequited feelings. Thinking of those days, I feel really stupid and dumb. Too young and too many mistakes made. Then I build walls around to make sure I don't make the same mistake and hurt myself again. People say that I'm very guarded with my feelings, worrying about unnecessary problems which haven't even appear.
Most importantly, I don't know how you feel. I don't know if you feel the same way I do. Insecurities. I have loads of them.
But all I think about it's you now. You make my heart flutter. You make me smiley every day and every time I look at your texts. You make me all warm and fuzzy inside. You make my worries go away. I look forward to each text, each morning and night when you are actually free to text. It's my motivation now. I know it's been only 2 weeks? But I think I'm in trouble.
xoxo.